Sometimes when I watch dramatic movies, I'm so disgusted by the way the actors act there or they way they reacted on their scenes or any given situations. (local TV series or movies). But then again it came to this point I saw my self from those situations.
Movie title: Betrayal.
Maybe I could make my own movie and entitled with that word, I guess and I think I was betrayed, im so helpless. This is what's on my mind, I kept the past for how many years already since I was 5 years old since I became aware of everything happened to me. I'm 20 turning twenty-one this coming august. Why did I bother search for some answers? Why did I bother look for them, what for? They don't even care. I know its true.
I found out they still hang out together, they still see each other. While, I am still EXISTING! It hurts, because I saw some evidences. You know what's worst? It reminds them of Me, but I think I was erased in their picture. TOTALLY erased. After what I saw a while ago, WHO I AM? that's the first question popped in my head. Its been 3 days since it happened, 3 sleepless nights! I'm scared,I'm so lost. I don't know how will I react! As far as I am concern, you left me without an explanation. If there is, it is not enough! I was even blaming you for all of the things that is happening to me, but because I respect you this much, I didn't think that way!
Are you SURPRISED? or I was SURPRISED?
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