Friday, April 23, 2010


So there's this one girl who fell in love..
Look at her now, full of cherioos,
Spark in her eyes.
And now she's looking at the world on a bright side.

You guys witnessed how did it started..
Where, when and how did it happened.
For all we know this guy has been the reason..

I knew I felt it right, I made the right choice and decision.
You probably noticed how I changed,
The bubbly feeling he gave me.
There's no other place i'd rather be, than being with him.
I feel so safe. Comfortable.

It may seem so cheesy, and all that stuffs.
But there's no other way how to express this feeling that I have,
I know, he'll take care of me.

I love this guy so much,
with a warm heart who makes me happy.
that man I call Yatz :]

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La la la..


I love you so deeply,

I love you so much!

I love the sound of your voice,

and the way that we touch

I love your warm smile

and your kind and thougtful way..

the joy that you bring

to my life everyday..

I love you today,

As I have from the start

And I’ll love you forever

with all of my heart! :)


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The Dope Ass Queen


Goodiee eve.
I'm still stuck in front of my monitor. Thinking what would happen next.. I couldn't help but to used my time here and type what's on my mind, yes Im really bored!

Let's look up into the world today, make it specific the Philippine island itself. There will be up coming election, and it sucks. It'll be my first time to vote. Yeah, It is indeed a real pain in the ass to decide whom to vote for, they said its an individual's RESPONSIBILITY. Damn that word man! Its BIG! I hate to say who ever we will choose our country will stay the same, they say we are rich in many ways, may I say rich in corrupt peoples. Yeah, better widen up your eyes, its the real thing!

The church, oh hell no dude.. they keep on disagreeing about contraceptives, well look at the rate of early pregnancy, its huge.. abortion? yeah its still LEGAL here, though it is not really stated on the law but it is continuously practiced by some. Yes I know because we are the generation who deals with it. Abstinence? oh well teens are aggressive nowadays. It is also because of media influences.

Well here's another one, a racist. naah. Im not affected by this issue, lets just talk about people who reached their goals and look at them now they are sooo HIGH, you cant reach them. AND they treat people unequally! yeah being UNFAIR. I know one person who acts this way, and that person keeps on pushing them hard to give up instead of holding on. I just added this up because it suddenly popped out. Lol..

I dont know if you think this note made sense and if it made you realize if you contributed something meaningful to your own lives or others lives. Its just my own way of saying that be aware. Make a big difference! :)

I guess im done. Imma take a nap now. Tired and I enjoyed this day. Went to shop some clothing and food trip after.. What a day!

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The Unknown Being.


Sometimes when I watch dramatic movies, I'm so disgusted by the way the actors act there or they way they reacted on their scenes or any given situations. (local TV series or movies). But then again it came to this point I saw my self from those situations.

Movie title: Betrayal.
Maybe I could make my own movie and entitled with that word, I guess and I think I was betrayed, im so helpless. This is what's on my mind, I kept the past for how many years already since I was 5 years old since I became aware of everything happened to me. I'm 20 turning twenty-one this coming august. Why did I bother search for some answers? Why did I bother look for them, what for? They don't even care. I know its true.

I found out they still hang out together, they still see each other. While, I am still EXISTING! It hurts, because I saw some evidences. You know what's worst? It reminds them of Me, but I think I was erased in their picture. TOTALLY erased. After what I saw a while ago, WHO I AM? that's the first question popped in my head. Its been 3 days since it happened, 3 sleepless nights! I'm scared,I'm so lost. I don't know how will I react! As far as I am concern, you left me without an explanation. If there is, it is not enough! I was even blaming you for all of the things that is happening to me, but because I respect you this much, I didn't think that way!

Are you SURPRISED? or I was SURPRISED?