Trying to be a good girl wasnt enough! Im so freaking tired not being myself, but why am I doing this? It is because I want to get better on my academic status. I was controlling myself and forbidding myself not to go out with my friends and tried avoiding alcohols. It wasn't easy as just by saying it, In fact I am so fat now because instead of drowning myself with alcohol when Im stressed out but I was pigging out for the whole semester. Fuck! And now Im suffering. I need to loose weight, it feels so ugly =(
After finishing all my requirements that's the only time I had the chance to feel myself If I am still alive. I am rebellious even before, I wanted to do something crazy to myself every time I have the chance to do it. I've been waiting for this, I was browsing a lot of images at different sites for this particular hairstyle. The long wait is over as they say it. Here are some of the shots I took:
What can you say? Ill be entertaining your comments. Feel free but not to rude.
