Saturday, October 30, 2010

16 years of sorrows


I could make it better but maybe I wont change. A phrase that I will surely be owning, I am in fact a sinner. What could you do to make this world the so called word Perfect? For me its not beating the against all odds but instead balancing this life we living for. Bad vs. Good!

Admit it or not, how many times have you committed mistakes? I assure everybody does a couple of times even for a single day. Maybe its me or even you. This is what troubles me: Do you know when are the times that you make things right? or making things worst? I am 21 years old. If counting my age is the times I tried making things right, does it count? Did I contribute a difference? Maybe yes or maybe no.

I have a good example of these things, in fact we are related through blood but not by heart. I am not sure with the whole story of this man but I know he did something ridiculous to each and everyone who he touched. I don't know where do I stand, if we are his first hand or second hand. But all I know someone's older. How did that happened? well someone came first before me and then as time passes he could take it "I guess" living with this crowd. He ran away, without explanations... And poof *it became koko crunch* WTF! No, take a guess now there's a third hand. All I know they are "amazingly" stable. HAHA! The sarcastic part of me. Why do I have to deal with this? This is too much. Can't they just vanished? Why in all places you are just near? Why the hell! HAHA Now, did he change? NO. But he made it better. For some who will be reading this wont guess who, why and how.. but for my closest friends might understand this if soon they will ask me.

He is a perfect example of each story that I will be creating, you are the evil within me. And I am happy hating you because I am becoming you. I want to be cleanse, shatter the sadness inside me. Next thing I will be doing is killing you :) For I know the next day I will be waking up from nightmares you had caused.

Jewel's original
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